Well, the deal is, I’m leaving Tumblr for a while. Not sure how long. The truth is, a lot of people really hate me on here now after my Warehouse 13 post. I’ve seen a few scary rants about me, and I do understand why, though if any of you read this I swear I didn’t mean to disrespect anyone. I was trying to help things, and it backfired so badly and I didn’t mean that.

So I don’t think I should really be on here right now. I might come back later. I don’t know. I kind of have a history of leaving stuff and disappearing.

Basically, I can’t stop thinking about this whole situation and I have this weird mix of guilt and anger and panic and frustration and I-don’t-know-how-to-deal-with-this-cause-I’ve-been-called-more-swears-in-the-past-two-days-than-in-the-past-few-years, so yeah. The fact that I can’t stop thinking about it is impacting school and life and making me depressed, so I think it’s for the best that I just avoid this for a while. Which for me means avoiding Tumblr.

So… yeah. Bye. I’m not tagging this anything cause I don’t want to inflame the whole wh13 situation, but I figured I should let my friends/followers know I’m going to be gone for a while.

Alright, I get it. I made things worse. I was only trying to help, to get another viewpoint heard…

And now that I’ve tried to apologize to the HG/Myka shippers I have inadvertantly offended, I got yelled at by someone in response. I have not yelled at any of you, I have not bashed your ship, and I understand your point of view. I was only trying to respond to a few things I’d seen that somewhat upset me. I was trying to fix things. And I am sincerly sorry if any of you took what I said in a negative way, and I assure you that was not my intention.

I apologize for apparently making this whole situation worse. I hate ship wars and I want everyone to just get along. That’s it. I swear.

To the person who said I am trying to start a ship war, I swear to you that it’s not true. In that first post I made I repeatedly said I respect the opinions of people supporting other ships or considering the show differently, and I only wish you could respect mine. I didn’t want to fight and I am really, really sorry.